Bad thot. :(

bad thot i must say. the occurence itself is bad enuff nt to even mention the execution.

how can i think of getting a MC for this coming cm2121 paper so tt i can re-take it next sem!?

damn. i shld have the do-not-give-up-easily-spirit. but seriously, the lecturere petrified me so much tt i DONT DARE to take the paper. initially i thot of scrapping the paper w just a D or something. but the thot of my SCARY lecturer had shaken me so much. in my entire life, i have never seen a lecturer smirking or grinning at students when they were doing their quiz/test. he would just quietly stand behind a student, look at the answers and just shake his head with a smirk.

WTH?!

never mind, i will NOT fall. i have frens to go thru this w me.

via sms:

i really feel like taking a MC, skip cm2121 test and retake it next sem.

the warm replies:

"heehee, i havent even started.! im more dead. n dun do tt, just study and revise lah. dun skip it k. so much memorising. wat the heck la! im going nuts!"

"dun lah gal, i also no confidence lah, i dun wanna take this mod again sia, have faith k. i dun like him too. sarcastic bugger. haha. dun wori gal, we all shall go thru this once and for all. heehee."

nice friends i have.

despite my fever now, i will SURVIVE!

my grandpa passed away today. i feel a tinge of sadness though we are not close. this is the first time in my 20 years i experienced death of a family member.

life is vulnerable. cherish ur loved ones. i cant say much now, i need to revise my work. dun worry people, i am alrite. just that really, life is vulnerable. love as much as you can.