Perhaps.

perhaps listening to my favourite disc e entire day has detrimental effects on me. i end up feeling forlorn and depressed. no, it shldnt be this way since CNY is coming. but really, songs are a big part of me. i guess tt will go away tmr when i wake up.

SON BY FOUR - Purest of Pain

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
But I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
And so I surrender just to hear your voice

I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live without you
And maybe someone else is standing there beside you
But there's something baby that you need to know
That deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.

Vida, give me back my fantasies
The courage that I need to livethe air that I breathe
Carino mio, my world becomes so empty
My day's are so cold and lonely
And each night I taste the purest of pain

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
That it didn't hurt me when you walked away
But to tell you the truth I can't find my way
And deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking

Vida, give me back...