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so mad so mad! i dunno why i cant post my CNY day 1 part 1!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGH!

never mind, i can go to slp early.

i shld be a happy girl today after being angry n upset w myself for skipping the 8-10am lesson today. sigh, i shld stop sleeping so much.

i shld be happy cos

• i read thru my lsm1302 notes.
• i read thru my cm2102 notes.
• i read thru my gek2506 notes.
• i changed my thai baht. got fabulous rate! :) (HAPPIEST EVENT OF THE DAY)
• i sold my autographed a1 cd.
• i ate tom yam kun and yummy chicken wing with gugu.
• i had an easy day at work.
• i had 2 good ratings frm my buyers.
• i completed my thai hw thou it is due only on tuesday.
• i popped grapes cos i was hungry. in another word, i curbed my HUNGER and craving for carbo.

little joys make up a day and we shld learn to identify them. sometimes identification isnt that easy. dun try too hard to identify and u lose other joys in the meantime. you know, burping out loud in the hawker centre can be a real shiok thing to do? heh.

when people try to be different, we go eeeww at them. but why dun we see it as they are trying to be unique? why dun we see them as making efforts to differentiate them?

perhaps i shldnt go YOU ARE MAD TO DO THIS when someone else tries to do things that i dont. for sure, he/she is braver than me in this aspect. he/she dares to try. i am not talking abt anyone in particular, but just that singaporeans are just too used following the norm and somehow people who do not follow the norm are frowned upon/deemed as outcasts.

i guess i have discriminated enuff people over these years. time for me to treat everyone equally. i know i know i talk alot but i dun do them, but as i grow older, i learn more and i wanna achieve more. whether i have done so or not, is something impt and crucial but they are 2 different issues altogether.

to my sister, as much as i think food science and technology in NYP is a much viable and practical choice in the future, passion and interest will be the one that keeps u going in the future. to me, such courses are relatively easy to me because the modules are somewat similar like wat im taking. but it is ur future, u have the final say. :) wat matters most is, one is happy. if early childhood is ur interest, go for it!

it is easy to think back and regret wat one has/hasnt done. i wished i took material science instead of chemistry. i backed out because everyone says that is a dumping ground. see, dun listen to wat other says. follow ur heart and that matters more than anything.

im off to bed!