why cant damn nus just open the china student exchange programme application now? im like working so hard to earn money w/o even knowing if i can go to china. if i do go to china, i shall go to the same uni with sulin. yay.

but if i dun, i will spend the money on my braces.

before tt, everything is pending. i cant fix my 21st bday plans bcos of the trip and neither can i be a spendthrift for now. :(