i just puked very badly after the cab ride home.
damn.

anyways i just hope that whatever things would be, it is to my favour.

i believe the higher being up there has arranged my life for and whatever that is going to happen, it happens for a reason. like everythings does.

im going for the interview on sunday and part of me wants to get selected cos it goes to show that im gd enuff for them, but seriously on the other hand, i feel that there are many other things that i wanna try and experience before i commit for this job.

i mean i know lotsa people are dying for it and if i happen to get it, i shld go for it. (a year ltr definitely cos i wont forsake my degree)

but.. i dunno. humans are contradicting.

and i hate it. i will take things in my stride and accept whatever that is going to happen.

i hope the braces would be up by next week. yay.

may only the best happen to me. best not in absolute sense, but best in my own definition.