SIGH. bad day again. i think my braces jinxed me.

i ended my work with a super suay call. customer was disputing abt the charges abt his pre-paid card. i mean i know i shldnt bring my work load back home and piss myself off. but these few days were too unlucky. too unlucky to be true.

i ta-baoed hor fun back home and gobbled on them. (dun get me wrong, i dun vent my anger on food) i only hoped my suay-ness would be digested like how my food was digested. pls do not gimme such days again.

i had enuff of unlucky days.

im gg to lock this blog up by allowing access to people who have the password. my frens who have been reading my blog faithfully wont be denied the access.

there are just some pp whom i feel uncomfortable exposing my thots, and there are some people who shldnt even deserve the chance to read abt my blog because they are just so copycat.

anyway im more inclined to the reserved side and im just going back to my original self.

i had enuff of swallowing and then spitting out my dental wax.

right. im making alot of noise now cos im so fed up with my suay-ness for these few days.

i got another 2 more pimples on my cheek and i dunno what the hell is wrong. cos i used the same cleanser, same toner, same moisturiser, same make up. but why are there 4 pimples now? FREAKING HELL.

plus all my frens cancelled their appointment with me last min. im not angry w them, but i dun ustand why. then my favourite fren is gg to malaysia tmr and noone will talk to me. :(

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGHH. im so unhappy. :(

i know whatever that goes up/down will have to come down/up. i know, but when will it go up again?

tmr will be some time for myself again. not very me, but well, xinwen had to go back to office to work for some ots and my frens are all not free. i shall go to the library to read my thai books before i go to work. i hope i can jog, pack my room, check out my chalet and read my thai books.

AND YAY, I SHALL GO THAILAND AND TAIWAN NEXT YEAR JUNE. right after i graudate before i start to look for a job. i need some companion. thailand with mama and my sister. taiwan with yellow! who wanna go?

so i guess no matter how much i hate my job now, i have to keep my cool and work till i earned enuff. braces has already burst my pocket, so now it is back to square one for my savings plan.

but well, no worries cos im sure i can plan well. i hope.

started decorating on my new notebook already. a new notebook depicts a new start. to be used when sch starts.

i gotta start looking for photos to put in the new photo frame tt i bought for my mum and present it to her before she moves to new office.

i wanna check out more abt chalets before i cfm my chalet at chevrons.

nowdays noone tags, i feel like im so alone. sigh. :(

time to shed some fats off my waist and butt tmr.