the only sentence that i really wanna say today is i feel loved.
today sia interview wasnt successful bcos they rejected me right away. im 99% sure bcos i am undergraduate and i wrote my start date as one year later. =X remaining 1%? not bcos i didnt speak well enuff, perhaps they were intimidated by my straight As for my A level. lol. anyway i wasnt exactly that unhappy bcos at the back of my mind, i was hoping that i wont go on to the next round cos i have so many to do in this year.
1 is my braces, 2 is my studies. so well, we never know how life will be for me next year. and like what i always say, whenever we go thru some processes, we are sure to learn sth.
today i really realised alot of things. really.
I MUST SAY BIG THANK YOUS TO ALOT OF OF PP.
yellow. for allowing me to stay over at her place so that i can go over to my best fren place w/o the hassle of travelling from bukit batok to simei. for waking up at 9am (which is way too early for her on a sunday) to accompany me to the interview. for spending 4 hrs at burger king reading the newspapers over and over again just bcos i was waiting for my turn in the conference room. for cheering me up by eating my heart out 2x, 1x at LJS, 1x at this really famous hawker centre (i was unhappy thou it was a good thing tt i wasnt selected) cos she knows i was depressed.
olivia. for waking up at 7am to help me do my make up. 7am may seem nothing to alot of people. but to my best fren, it is considered early because she wakes up at 6am everyday for sch at bukit batok (she is staying in simei for ur dear info) and ends sch at 4.30pm and then rushes to parkway parade to report work at 5.30pm and getting home at around 11pm. and during saturday, she works full shift of 9 hrs. she hasnt even spent a proper day with her bf plus she barely has enuff rest, but she wakes up so early to ensure that i get my make up done properly. to ensure i get the best make up, she sacrifices her best skin care, make up base, cosmetic, u name it she uses it all on me to ensure the best for me.
my dear sister. who smses me good luck and encourages me by telling me that i have the height, looks and brains. :) thank you hor miss yong.
my dear gugu (aunt). who smses me at night to ask me how my interview went and asked if i was still interested in my braces. I KNOW U ARE READING MY BLOG COS YUMIN SAYS U ARE MY FAN. HEHE UR SMS IS APPRECIATED! I BOLD THIS FOR U COS I KNOW YOU DONT READ LONG LONG POSTS.
my mother who also remembered to ask how my interview went and specially asked my sister to sms me cos my mum sux at sms-ing. :)
lastly, my dear dad who told me to go for things that makes me happy. he wasnt alarmed when i told him im gg for the SIA interview. he wasnt afraid that i will quit my degree too cos he respects my choice.
seriously, im grateful to all who have been there for me. these are my precious family/friends who love me so and there is no need for me to feel unhappy.
the process.
the final look. it isnt exactly a make over cos i didnt wanna have wayang make up. simple and elegant. :)
FOR THOSE WHO NEED MAKE OVER CAN TELL ME, I CAN GET MY FREN TO DO IT FOR U AT A REASONABLE CHARGE.
i like e clean cut look.
the make up artiste aka my best fren. :)
my favourite indulgence.
dinner time. this bloody crab is $22!!!!
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so many things happened at work today and i dun even know where to begin. all i can say it is really difficult to quit a high paying job even thou u are unhappy there, and esp when u are saving up for ur future dreams.
my colleague, lavena wasnt at work today because she had applied for leave to attend a fellow colleague wedding dinner. so my dearest TL came over and asked me where lavena was. then i told him she was on leave and he gave me a puzzled look and said GOT MEH? so i was worried that they might have not processed her leave application so i sms-ed her to call the TL to clarify.
and guess wat is the best thing of all?
my TL came over and reprimanded me? for?
FOR SMS-ING DURING WORK TIME.
wat a joke right? i mean it is politically corect not to sms during work but hey this is sth urgent and impt. pls get a life.
i rest my case abt the sucky management.
i was telling yellow tt i felt like crying today because i really feel forlorn at work and esp when i am not following my principle ie not to trade happiness for money. but there is nothing much i can do cos im left w only 1.5 month of holiday.
as usual, she was so sweet and suggested me to think of my braces and also to think of a new holiday destination for my next sem holiday so that i will work hard in order to save up. at least i have a goal to go for work. so even if it means hiding in a corner everyday, it doesnt matter anymore. :)
TAIWAN AND/OR THAILAND, HERE I COME in DEC2006 OR JAN2007!
today sia interview wasnt successful bcos they rejected me right away. im 99% sure bcos i am undergraduate and i wrote my start date as one year later. =X remaining 1%? not bcos i didnt speak well enuff, perhaps they were intimidated by my straight As for my A level. lol. anyway i wasnt exactly that unhappy bcos at the back of my mind, i was hoping that i wont go on to the next round cos i have so many to do in this year.
1 is my braces, 2 is my studies. so well, we never know how life will be for me next year. and like what i always say, whenever we go thru some processes, we are sure to learn sth.
today i really realised alot of things. really.
I MUST SAY BIG THANK YOUS TO ALOT OF OF PP.
yellow. for allowing me to stay over at her place so that i can go over to my best fren place w/o the hassle of travelling from bukit batok to simei. for waking up at 9am (which is way too early for her on a sunday) to accompany me to the interview. for spending 4 hrs at burger king reading the newspapers over and over again just bcos i was waiting for my turn in the conference room. for cheering me up by eating my heart out 2x, 1x at LJS, 1x at this really famous hawker centre (i was unhappy thou it was a good thing tt i wasnt selected) cos she knows i was depressed.
olivia. for waking up at 7am to help me do my make up. 7am may seem nothing to alot of people. but to my best fren, it is considered early because she wakes up at 6am everyday for sch at bukit batok (she is staying in simei for ur dear info) and ends sch at 4.30pm and then rushes to parkway parade to report work at 5.30pm and getting home at around 11pm. and during saturday, she works full shift of 9 hrs. she hasnt even spent a proper day with her bf plus she barely has enuff rest, but she wakes up so early to ensure that i get my make up done properly. to ensure i get the best make up, she sacrifices her best skin care, make up base, cosmetic, u name it she uses it all on me to ensure the best for me.
my dear sister. who smses me good luck and encourages me by telling me that i have the height, looks and brains. :) thank you hor miss yong.
my dear gugu (aunt). who smses me at night to ask me how my interview went and asked if i was still interested in my braces. I KNOW U ARE READING MY BLOG COS YUMIN SAYS U ARE MY FAN. HEHE UR SMS IS APPRECIATED! I BOLD THIS FOR U COS I KNOW YOU DONT READ LONG LONG POSTS.
my mother who also remembered to ask how my interview went and specially asked my sister to sms me cos my mum sux at sms-ing. :)
lastly, my dear dad who told me to go for things that makes me happy. he wasnt alarmed when i told him im gg for the SIA interview. he wasnt afraid that i will quit my degree too cos he respects my choice.
seriously, im grateful to all who have been there for me. these are my precious family/friends who love me so and there is no need for me to feel unhappy.
my regime over the 4 days.
the process.
the final look. it isnt exactly a make over cos i didnt wanna have wayang make up. simple and elegant. :)
FOR THOSE WHO NEED MAKE OVER CAN TELL ME, I CAN GET MY FREN TO DO IT FOR U AT A REASONABLE CHARGE.
i like e clean cut look.
the make up artiste aka my best fren. :)
my favourite indulgence.
dinner time. this bloody crab is $22!!!!
-----------------
so many things happened at work today and i dun even know where to begin. all i can say it is really difficult to quit a high paying job even thou u are unhappy there, and esp when u are saving up for ur future dreams.
my colleague, lavena wasnt at work today because she had applied for leave to attend a fellow colleague wedding dinner. so my dearest TL came over and asked me where lavena was. then i told him she was on leave and he gave me a puzzled look and said GOT MEH? so i was worried that they might have not processed her leave application so i sms-ed her to call the TL to clarify.
and guess wat is the best thing of all?
my TL came over and reprimanded me? for?
FOR SMS-ING DURING WORK TIME.
wat a joke right? i mean it is politically corect not to sms during work but hey this is sth urgent and impt. pls get a life.
i rest my case abt the sucky management.
i was telling yellow tt i felt like crying today because i really feel forlorn at work and esp when i am not following my principle ie not to trade happiness for money. but there is nothing much i can do cos im left w only 1.5 month of holiday.
as usual, she was so sweet and suggested me to think of my braces and also to think of a new holiday destination for my next sem holiday so that i will work hard in order to save up. at least i have a goal to go for work. so even if it means hiding in a corner everyday, it doesnt matter anymore. :)
TAIWAN AND/OR THAILAND, HERE I COME in DEC2006 OR JAN2007!
posted by Jo | 12:03 AM
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