tonight mum left a big pot of lotus root soup for but i realised i wasnt in the soupy mood. i ate the asam fish and the lady fingers (my favourite) but left the soup there untouched.

tonight i finally had the chance to trim my toe nails. i know u guys do it all the time, but i realised work left me exhausted. i barely have time to do other things at night. time management? perhaps. the long toe nails left me rather irritated when i wore my birks today, so i decided to trim them before i blog.

today i managed to strike off a few items on the to-do-list. went for my dental check up and dentist told me i had to extract 4 teeth. bloody hell. :( extraction of the first two going to be done this thursday morning and the next 2 on saturday morning. sighh.....................

today, no i shld correct it, i shld say tonight im nt in a good mood.

all ended well with a sumptuous meal with my fren at old airport road. i treated those food as my last meal cos i dont think i can bite anymore after my braces is up next week. :(

i guess the unhappiness surrounded me the moment i stepped into office. i know i have grumbled alot of times abt the unhappiness with regards to my work, but there is no other avenue for me to express my blue-ness except here.

oh well, work is................ sucky. everyday. like duh?!?! im talking abt spoilt and unreasonable customers! i talk to them everyday. they are the reason why i have a job, but they spoil my day everyday.

with OTs, i havent seen my parents for a long time. with OTs, my room is in a mess. with OTs, my blog isnt a lively blog anymore. with OTs, i cant even meet my best fren who is just studying in the school right beside my house. with OTs, i neglected alot of things. i mean right, i can choose to forgo them, but who supports me and my spendthirft spending?

time to do bidding at end of july.

thai III or malay I?

i have to watch a thai movie and submit a thai essay every week. that is going to be so time consuming but it definitely helps to improve my thai and brings me to the next level. malay is a pretty lovely option, but that will end me with only basic knowledge of my 3rd and 4th language.

HOW? SOMEONE PLS SUGGEST!

i have a major headache when it comes to bidding every sem, but i realised this is going to be the last year tt i have the chance to fret over such issues. soon, it would be bread and butter issues. fuck man. im nt happy. :(

i got 2 21st birthday bash/dinner this week.

one for mama (saturday) and one for suzanne (sunday). time to meet up with them. work makes me a bore.

my 21st bday is coming soon. i hate growing old. i hate being 21 cos it comes with responsibilties. not like i have no responsbility now but once u hit the big 2 and 1, it becomes assumed responsbilities.

i was talking to a few colleagues during break time and they want to quit this coming aug. i hope i can tender as well if they dun make things difficult for me.

oh well.................... time for bed. waking up at 7am for the best job on earth.

note: these photos are really really relevant to me and to you cos they are my last proper meal. boohoohoo. mashed potatoe and bite sized meat for me next time. if worse, porridge and only soup. :(

my favourite drink. ice milk tea.

cheesy-burger.

butterfly prawns and fries!

real soursop drink!

best rojak at old airport road. it has been relocated due to renovation.

lousy plate of pork chop. NO standard. i can cook better.

prawn noodles!

this photo is funny because it is hard to tell the block number. tell me if it is 121, 14 or 12 or 124? hmm.